MeMoRiEsInLyFe

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Tomorrow Holidays ; 8:39 PM

Yeah tomorrow labour day weeeeeee. No school but have to work. That damn fucking manager always asking me to work more days. You got lots of people right ask them. Correct??? Hmm got home at 8 today. Had the most sleepy day at school because most of my fwens didn't come today haiz. Just left with me, hidir, hanif and saby. Boring. Went to see love today. Take good care of my jacket. Don't lost it or make it dirty. Next tyme we meet give it back alryte koz tat is my one and only jacket i got. And b thanks alot for keeping me strong after what have happen to me. Thanks alot and love u love!!!! Well mummy made my fav today. The old kuih nagasari. I don't why it is called tat. The english name i don't know yet but gonna eat some now. Byes!!!

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Ur words ; 8:08 PM

As you said i shouldn't disturb other people lyfe right. Well you use words that hurt me lots. Well from now on you what you want to do and i don't wanna give a hell in interfering ur lyfe. Do what you want to do ur lyfe you control it not me. I have a lyfe on my own so i want you to know that we do what we want to do and we dun disturb each other . You do what is happy to you in ur own way even if it is bad and i do what i wanna do. Don't hold any grudges and i won't disturb you anymore. But the important thing is just takecare of yourself.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Studying ; 8:32 PM

Today woke up at 9. But ended up laying in bed playing my new hp game. Hehe. Really enjoyed playing my new game. I was suppose to go out at 10 plus before 10.30 koz was suppose to meet my dear at the bus stop around 11 to 12pm. But ended up reaching pasir ris at 12. Haiz late again. Finally today meet her after 2 weeks of now meeting her. Mish her so so much my love. We when studying together at airport. At first it was at terminal 2 at the mac. Ate mcwings and my love ate the mcspicy. I ate a hell lot of fries today. Not wasting any food around. But we were forced to go after the manager told us not to study there so we when around looking for places. She wanted to study at coffee bean at terminal 2 but it was pack wit people then we when to terminal 3 and study there. This was my first tyme studying in my ite years. Thanks love i will do well in my exam if i continue doing this. Finally reach home at 8. Haiz damn tired...

Friday, April 25, 2008

i'm happy koz she is happy ; 5:01 PM

Well today is hasanah b'dae hahaz. I heard her stories through her fon and i am so happy to hear she enjoyed the day. She will remember this day for a long long time as i can see. Hehe. When would be my turn where i would enjoyed my b'dae. Haiz. I never did celebrate my b'dae most of the time. Just the plan old thing going out only. Well plan tomorrow going out wit her to enjoyed our day together. Miss her very much. Been more then one week since we last meet. I wanna hug her tightly when i meet her tomorrow. Hehe.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

my bro ; 7:43 PM

Yeah my bro is back but only for awhile not long. Haiz. Never on july he will finish and have a 2 month break so have some bonding to catch up wit him. He came home in the middle of the night or in the morning. At around 5 plus while i was having my beauty sleep. He came into the room and i woke up he started disturbing me. He bought me 2 shirts. Quite a large size for me haiz i should wear them since he bought it for me right. He also bought my family a box of chocolate bars inside it was 30 different kinds of chocolate bars. Yeah yeah sugar rush and hyper active for me weee. And he got this powerful headphones. Wish i had those haiz. I tried them in the morning while everyone was asleep. haiz well till next time...

Monday, April 21, 2008

Finally!!! ; 8:07 PM

Wah finally got to use the computer. Two days i did not touch the computer. Haiz normal tired after work and school then normaly if i wanna use if my sis is at home she would normaly use it for a long long tyme. And finally my brother is coming back home for a while after 4 long months of going out to sea to work and he is coming back tomorrow weeeee. I will go back home immediately after school tomorrow as nobody knows what time he will be home. Will be waiting for you my brother.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

new job for dad!!! Yeah ; 9:52 AM

Well back once again. Been a few days since wrote something new. Well been busy since school has started and it always ended late. What could i do but something great just happen and that great thing is that my dad has just gotten a new job offer. The job is offered by his old time friend which has started a new company. He got the title senior what also i don't know but i told him it is good because he is already a senior citizen it fits him just well. Wait till abg hear about this. He would be damn happy for abah.

Monday, April 14, 2008

Skol in!!! ; 8:39 PM

Yeah today is my first day in skol after a 3 weeks of holidays. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Well had a great tyme in skol. Got to meet wit me friends after 3 weeks of not meeting them hehe. Well but when i got to skol the teacher is still the same when i entered class he kept talking and talking about how bad the class is and how the class should change.

Well it is the students which need to come to skol but the teacher doesn't encourage them that is the hard part haiz. But i managed to finish my work weeee me and my friend sharul we plan that if we got a new work we would try to finish it quickly and nicely.

But the sad thing is i cut my finger at the locker while cleaning things out haiz. It hurts but it is lucky tat i bought some handy plaster so i could stop the blood. Well tat is for today and another of skol tomorrow from 8.30 to 4.30 yeah2.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Sun Tann!!!! ; 7:01 PM

Well actually suppose to write this yesterday but my sis was using the computer for doing her entry for poly and scanning the computer for viruses. It has been a long tyme since she scan the computer. Well what to do right. K on with my story. Yesterday went tanning at downtown east with my love hasanah. We were suppose to meet at 9 but ended we meet at 9.50. I waited around nearly a hour. But it is ok with me. I'm not mad after hearing her story about her dream. It was funny.

Well i understand tat she was tired so we ended meeting late but nevermind at least we still have enough tyme to go tanning. As for the sun. It was damn hot but it is okie well i managed to make myself a bit darker hehe.

Had a great tyme yesterday. We had our breakfast/lunch at kfc had a buddy meal. They should change to a couple meal. It sounds better hehe. Well of course i treat her koz i want her to feel lyke a princess and relief of her stress and try to clear her mind.

We bought a ben and jerry ice-cream the cookie dough flavour. Damn it was so nice. Shit i should saviour the taste. Haiz well next tyme i will buy a bigger cup of buy the whole tub is better can share it with her. Hehe....

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Stress!!! ; 6:52 PM

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Stress!!!!! Why does starhub have upgrade their software now haiz. Since 5.30 in the morning i can't call hasanah till now 6 plus. When i call starhub they always say it will be soon just now morning the person said it will be ok at 6pm. Haiz nevermind just have to be patience then. Patience is the main thing. Well today had quite a day. Not as boring as normal. In the mid day when to meet hakim to accompany him to go and alter his sis pants, send back his borrowed vcds and accompany him to cut his hair. The first person he would find is me. Well i told him about the game guitar hero 3 and in the afternoon about 2 plus after my sis have went to work he came to my house and we played the co-op career mode in guitar hero. We rock the house playing that game and we became like true rock stars!!! HAHA. But unfortunately he have to go to his wokr so we ended the game but i told him next time can come again and play somemore. WEEEE!!!

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Changes???? ; 2:03 PM

Am i changing??? I noticed for myself that my attitude is pretty different from my normal attitude. Hmm what has gotten into me. Well nowadays i am more quiet then usual, i act differently when i wit others. And when i am alone i would keep quiet more often then trying to entertain myself. I have cut down on my 'loyar buruk' haiz. I just wanna know what has gotten wrong wit me. Normally i am the person which always cheer others up when they are feeling down. Laugher live within me but now it is gone. Need to find a way to find my true self back again.

The thoughts ; 9:46 AM

Well wake up to another morning. But waking up this morning is really different from the normals days of waking up. Today i woke by not remembering anything tat has happen. After a few minutes laying down on the bed i started to remember back everything. I have just recovered from my fever just a little bit. Still has the flu and the cough within me. Haiz. I feel different nowadays. Lyke everything is changing. People are not who they use to be. I'm the one which is slowing changing myself but always keep making the same mistakes. Things just don't turn out right for me. This is my lyfe. The never ending mistake. Watever happens nobody knows whether it turns out right or wrong. But anybody reading this i would lyke to make apology to anybody which i have done bad too.

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Braces!!! ; 3:28 PM

Well hello. Today followed my family to the dental hospital at outram for my sister dental appoinment. She is going to put in braces into her mouth. Weee i got a new name for her hehe. Her name is 'mulut besi' in english means metal mouth hahax. evil lil brother i am. Well it took quite a while waiting for the appoinment. It was suppose the time is 11am but my sis went in at 12. The dentist said tat their big person as in the manager or boss wants to see them.

Somemore i forgot to bring along my headphones so it was really boring waiting around. At least my sis bought her ipod along so i could hear it while she is not hearing. After the appoinment has finish we went to eat at j.p at the banquet and when home. That's all for today. It is a rainy day today and i am freaking sick. Haiz. Hope to get well soon enough.

Sunday, April 6, 2008

another of exercise ; 10:19 AM

our glowing faces

enjoying the view

Our shadows

tiger the cat at the pond

Well actually this happen yesterday but i was too tired to write in an entry and my sister was using the computer the whole day. Irritating sister just when i was using she would always disturb. Haiz. But yesterday had a great day. When out in the morning at 7 plus to meet hasanah to go exercising.

Actually we plan on riding the bicycle but we when too early as the bicycle shop was close but nevermind change of plan we when walking instead. Walking is a form of exercise right. We walk for only couple of meters then we rest at the side. We when to pasir ris park yesterday. In the early morning there isn't many people so can relex.

About 10 plus in the morning we when for breakfast at the nearby macdonald at downtown east. We ate the new promotion. The 'McGriddles'. She ate the one wit egg and i ate the one without the egg. Actually the mcgriddle taste nearly the same as my other fav breakfast. The hot cakes. It is quite filling eating the mcgriddle and yesterday she teach me how to eat the hashbrown the nice way. She put jam on it then eat it. It is quite nice i lyke it hehe.

That's all for today. Ahmad signing off...ILY HASANAH

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

helo ; 8:50 AM

well hello everyones...

writing today about what had happen yesterday. Yesterday i was too tired to write so be writing today i you don't mind yeah. Well yesterday morning was quite a tiring day for me. When to the ntuc wit my mum just following her helping wit the groceries. Well what could i said i'm a good son(as if). It was a tiring day for me. Then in the after when to pasir ris to accompany hasanah with her art work.

She has to take some pictures for her art things so i accompany her. When to ikea and giant. The ikea was quite big compared to the one at queensway. Well over there is the warehouse right. For the giant it is quite big and at the same tyme boring. Because the plain is just so plain and i don't feel the excitement if going groceries shopping over there.

Then after tat when to her old apartment which she grows up in. It is nice to see her so happy lyke tat looking at her old apartments and remembering all the memories. It makes me happy and i nearly wanted to cry koz seeing her so hapy it the one thing that i been wanting to see for a very long tyme. But the sad part is she couldn't get to see the inside of the house as the owner had the door closed. Well if next tyme free we go again okies. Hehe.....

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Yeah!!! ; 7:47 AM

Finally I got a headphones!!! Thanks to my bro merul yeah2!!! He bought the new fon 5310 then the people selling the fon sell him the headphones for 20 bucks. The original price not sure about it. Then he can't use it so he sell it to me for 2o bucks and i said okies. But hav to pay him gradually. But it is worth it as i could enjoy hearing my music more better now and more noiser. Sorry those people who think it is irritating okies. Hehe. Well they are my brothers. As in 'brothers'. We hav known each other for 6 years. We are closer than anything. Most of the tyme when we hav nothing to do we would meet and just sit around for hours and hours. Just hearing music and talking as per normal what people normaly do right.