Woke up at 6.45am today haiz. Yesterday slept at 9. Been sleeping early nowadays. Normal ehk??? To me it is not normal. I'm the one which normaly sleep late but nowadays been different. Sleep early but woke up in the middle of the night and look at fon. My fon been really really quiet. Feels lyke throwing my fon away so nobody can find me or anything so being alone is better for me haiz. Been having so much problems lately and just have to cope with myself with no one to talk to and having some split attitude changes. Been happy, mad and sad all at the same time. Because i hate being alone!!!! Shit mother fucker!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just wanna scream my head out or rather die then keep everything wrong haiz....
Just lost hope on everything nows.
Well of to dig my grave now.
the rocking writer
Hello and welcome.
Ahmad Yani
Age: 17 Going 18
Birthday: 19/12/90
Hobby: Eat,Slip,Play games, Hang outz
School: Bukit Batok Ite
This blog is about memories...
memories tat will last with us till the day we die...
The needs
Wants a new fon
Highlight My hair colour
Contact lens
We drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
The time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
It’s close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and If I could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go...
(and never let go)
I’ll never let go.
(I'll never let go)
As we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"I’ll be going through withdrawal of you
for this one night we have spent."
And, I want to speak these words
but I guess I’ll just bite my tongue,
and accept 'someday, somehow'
as the words that we'll hang from.
And I... I don't want to speak these words.
Cause I, I don't want to make things any worse.
And I... I don't want to speak these words.
Cause I, I don't want to make things any worse.
Why does tonight
have to end?
Why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
We’ll skip the goodbyes.
If I had it my way,
I’d turn the car around
and runaway,
just you and I.
And I... I don't want to speak these words.
Cause I, I don't want to make things any worse. (any worse)
And I... I don't want to speak these words.
Cause I, I don't want to make things
and I, I don't want to make things... any worse.
